The winding of the year...

With the winding of each year...
pouring of each tear symbolizes growth...
From the people you lost...gained or loved the most..
To the inconsiderates, manipulates, concious liars...
I transpire to continue to inspire the hopeless

I focus on a new vision
a new decision to cut those worthless things out like an incision...
As I transition into a new year, I hear a new call that I must answer...
If I continue to play deaf, my respect for self will become less and less potent...
SO its important to stay real
On all the things I feel, I have to confess that deficating thru the soul helps best... Getting out all of the bile, of soul ties and mess, Lies and family stress, At best, I get better every year. Life of trials, yet of cheer.. Not feeling myself with lies, and mistakes, but of drives and high stakes of achievement...

Excuse me for my bareavement of loss hope..
The hopeless ness of my eyes shall never show...
I will continue, I will continue to strive strong...
In my eyes I could do no wrong...
So I am awaken by this ultimate power of Greatness...
I live to to breed Faithfulness in the Most high God
If I am called I must answer...For the the fate of the world I carry like a lattern. For I have my own light to shine....
In due season as the seasons change...
I maintain a front of the same...image.
FOr this thesis I live it...
Contagious like a satisfying scratch
I match each blow with a hit of my own
I become strong...stronger than the enemy...
The devils in sheeps clothing that befriended me...
I laugh...sitting here waiting until your time is done
Because you don't Fall down...then I will come up...
as my face rises, there will be no tears...
For the end of time has come...in the winding of the year.

Earnest Prayer

Dear Heavenly Father,
I have to confess...
that my spirit is dirty
and my mind is a mess...
My image is distorted
and my life full of stress...

I was afraid, but you said not to fear
For my angels are around you, and I am always near
For God so loved the world, he sent his son
Ended the enemies journey before it begun!

God has all the victory, Praises from my trials too
Showed me the way, through my storms you've brought me thru...
Dear Heavenly Father I just want to say Thank You!

LIVE Daughter Live...

As I sit here and think,
I remember, a time before many septembers of a happy family.
The one whose structure was stable...
who Followed the Holy trinity...

As I sit here it comes to me...
where the structure broke up this dynasty...
He killed the hope in me...
It Broke the heart in me...
It stole the Joy of me...
It controled my everything...
It kept my lips from speech...
so bondage took over me...

As I sit here it awakens me...
He is not an "IT" he's my destiny...
He breaks the chains of depravity...
unlocks my joys, peaces sanity...
He says I am your savior, come with me...
I'll show you truth, if you believe in me...
I'll be your roof if you live in me...
I am the way to truly set you free...

See those other gods don't compare to me...
I am wiser, apart of the trinity...
I report to a father that's above me...
I bring a spirit who loves for me...
So daughter Look to me for your safe keep...
In me the devil has no power...
no locks or chains that can devour you...
So as we sit here... He says get up...No time for sitting still, its time to move on...Move away from the pain and the old temptations... Fill your life with God's creations...Be a blessing to those who don't deserve it...Come out of deceit and be done with it... Always tell the truth to get rid of the burden.... Climb out of immorality...into eternity...LIve, daughter...LIVE!

Just Believe...and be Restored.

I read that God can take your trouble and change it into treasure. yoour sorrow can become joy not just a momentary smile but a deep, new joy.It will be abubbling experience of new hope that puts a brightness in your eyes and a song in your heart.In the midst of the darkness you will learn lessons you might never have learned in the day. We all have seen dreams turn into ashes ugly things, hopeless experiences but beauty for ashes is God's exchange. Offer yourself to God and ask for a spirit of praise so your whole being will be restored...B.Johnson....He's waiting...